To get in the mode of letting go,
I had to be in the mood to start new, & let it be...
When I couldn't let it go,
I had to let it be.
Until I couldn't hold on any longer.
It took a while for me to realize that I didn't have to let it go if I wasn't ready. I wanted to be ready. I wanted to be willing to let it go.
It wasn't until I admitted, unapologetically, that I was indeed not ready. This time I was able to hear it-"It is okay to hold on to it, if it feels right."
What felt bad was the shame and judgement I felt after each time I admitted to myself that I could not let it go.
Then I understood that the shame and judgement that I felt around it is what I needed
to let go of first.
Then I was able to release it with ease.
By letting it be, I was able to let it go.
I was able to set free what was really ready to be…
let go of me.
-Destiny